With only a few more days until the big move back to the UK, it’s been a bit of an emotional week so far. But sometimes your life has to be turned upside down in order to see it the right way up.
In no way am I completely ready for any of the things that I am dealing with at the moment. Moving back, moving on and moving forwards are all things that will take time. But are we ever ready? Are we ever ready for change?
You know, it’s so easy to look at an edit of someone’s life and make a judgement. Especially when I am writing about it on such an open platform. Sharing my story is something I never thought I would do. Yes I write about relationships, offer my opinion on how to deal with break ups and share my experiences but honestly, every day has been a struggle in some way.
No matter how many songs you listen to about being a strong, independent woman, how many gins you have, how many girls nights out you go on, how many guys you might fancy or meet, how many episodes of SATC you watch (yes! I have a problem) or how many blog posts you write that make it seem like you’re ok – you aren’t. And that will just have to be fine for now.